I can't wait to divorce my husband. He bores me to death. I need to hold on a few more years. Then I will have my freedom and alimony for life. I just want my life back. i'm tired of being in a celibate marriage. I'm tired of being with someone I have nothing in common with. The only good thing that came out of our marriage are our children. I love my son and my daughter so much. Other then my kiddos I wish I never married this man. He is such a loser. I need to get healthy and I need to get my life back.
Monday, October 24, 2011
Saturday, October 8, 2011
Preparing Myself Physically
On Monday I am going to a doctor to begin a diet and wellness plan. I am ready to make changes in my life. I am so tired of giving myself away. Since my daughter was born about 11 years ago, I realize I gave little pieces of myself to my husband. Slowly, slowly, I gave him my self-worth, my self esteem, my self respect. Until there's nothing left. I am getting stronger now. I want to get fit and strong and healthy before I file for divorce. I don't love my husband and I don't respect him either. We have been nothing more than roommates the past three years. Maybe he's cheating on me. I frankly don't care. In fact, if he has someone to go to it will make it do much easier for me when I do file for divorce.
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